Saturday, December 24, 2011

One King to Rule Them All

                I started reading the book of Revelation recently. Revelation is the Apostle John’s recount of a vision he had of heaven. He talks a lot about the end of the world. And I can’t even pretend to understand half of it. The thing about Revelations is that no one gets it. There’s Something on a throne who looks like jasper and carnelian with a green rainbow. Around the throne there are 4 creatures made of eyes who sing praise to God and 24 crowned, white-robed elders (I picture the Black Riders from Lord of the Rings in white) who bow down and worship while the creatures sing. I just can’t relate to that.
                In the past understanding Revelations has meant getting a clear image of what is going on. To do that, I’ve heard time-lines (this phenomenon will take 3 ½ years, and it must happen after this country invades that one) and a cast of characters (the 24 elders represent such and such). Somehow, that just doesn’t do it for me. One of my pastors says “The Bible isn’t just about what happened, it’s about what always happens.” I like that. So what does it look like to apply that to Revelations? Is it logical to extend that thinking and say that Revelation isn’t just about what will happen, but what always happens? I think so.
                If I chuck out every idea of trying to forecast the return of Christ, if I’m not searching for clues about who the anti-christ is/will be, what am I left with? I’m left with a picture of God. And that picture is unsettling to say the least. The Father is described as something unutterably other. Jesus is a slain lamb with seven horns and seven eyes. It sounds more like a sci-fi horror film than my picture of heaven. My picture of heaven is safe and comfortable. Revelations’ picture of heaven is slightly disturbing. The LORD is depicted as someone you don’t mess around with.
What has this high, holy God to do with me? This is where Revelations gets really intense. There is one part where the bloody super-lamb comes on scene, and all the alien hybrid creatures sing to it.  “Worthy are you… for you were slain, and by your blood you ransomed people for God from every tribe and language and people and nation, and you have made them a kingdom and priests to our God, and they shall reign on the earth.” Did you get that? This God, who I can’t even picture in my head, who has his own theme song and a band that follows him around singing it all the time, this God was slain so that I could be a person for Him. This God has made me part of a kingdom and found me worthy to be a priest.
I still have no idea who the 24 elders are. I cannot fathom what is meant by “the seven spirits of God.” Strangely, though, I don’t mind. Because what I notice is that the 24 elders, the 4 creatures, the emerald rainbow, all of these things are not what Revelations is about. Everything in Revelations is about Jesus. When I follow the line of thought in Revelation, I arrive at a picture of a formidable Christ who is oddly compelling. I want Jesus to say the safe, suffering servant, not the courageous, conquering king. But this Jesus, who could kick some serious ass, is on my side. This Jesus set aside his authority, his ability to crush his enemies with his little finger, to become the suffering servant. And he did that so I could have relationship with the bad-ass Jesus and the mysterious Father. This is a Jesus who is worthy of being praised for eternity. Amen.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

I am important :)

Hello all!
    So, I've decided to join the blogosphere. The title of my blog comes from Psalm 40:3 "He put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God. May will see and fear, and put their trust in the Lord." That pretty much sums up my hopes for my writing.
    When I was doing my Bible study the other day, God showed me something pretty awesome. I was reading 2 Samuel 1:1-16. It's the part where David learns about Saul's death. What struck me about it was how Saul, Johnathan, and that Amalekite who said he killed Saul were all just part of God's plan to make David king and restore Israel to peace and wholeness. Then I was thinking about how I'm just a part of God's plan to make Jesus king and restore the whole world to peace and wholeness. And then (this is the good part), I started thinking about how, although I am just part of the plan, I'm a REALLY important part. I have never existed before, and I never will again. My personality and circumstances are unique to me. That means that I can reflect truths about who God is in a way that no one else did, can, or ever will be able to. And that is pretty amazing. I may be just a small part in God's story, but it's a significant part. I mean, I actually help advance the plot!
     The same is true about each one of us that call Jesus Lord. In getting to know you, I'm also getting to know Jesus better. And in getting to know me, you're getting to know Jesus better, too.
     And so, I decided to write a blog. If my life is showing who God is in a way that no one else's can, I'm really excited to share that with you all!